Bleh.....

Listening to: Hurt - Johnny Cash

I am coming to a conclusion that I might not have anyone I once held as important to me in my life anymore..... I dunno..... It is not that I want it to be this way at all either. Judgment is such a curse sometimes. When did love become so conditional..... am I suddenly less of a person? I mean I have done somethings in MY life that maybe the rest of you do not agree with but then again don't we all do things like that sometimes? Sorry to have offended anyone but then again why do so sometimes.... people don't want to accept it for just that. I never asked for anyones opinion. I asked that they still see me for me not anything more or less. Lately it has been hard.... real hard..... my best friend has in short told me to take a hike. I can deal with a lot..... but that kills me inside. Can't change anyones mind for that matter. Maybe it would be best if I was not around anymore..... sounds like a plan...... farwell.......